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[sandandwater]

I'm only going to reference this once.

I left New York. I ended my relationship with Rory for reasons known quite well to him. I need space and time to sort some things out and I can't do that while being in a relationship with someone.

So yes, I'm the 'bad guy' here. How dare I need to put myself first for a while? I'm not going to discuss the particulars, it's not anyone's business other than my own, but does anyone honestly believe I'd leave the man I love without good reason?

Just because I made the decision to leave doesn't mean I'm not hurting too.

Comments

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Hey. Not that I have all that much experience, but as having been the guy... told to go, more or less, I wouldn't quite say it ends up involving a 'bad guy'. Some things just... end up certain ways.

ooc: Not that I have all that much time for tagging or any idea when I'll be back online, but.

[sand-andwater.livejournal.com]

I didn't tell him to go, I told him I'm going, but yes, I understand what you're saying, Dean. I just really felt like I was being shoved into an unfair situation and it upset me. I think it's been resolved now.

ooc: no problem. we'll be here when you do!

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Well, no, I mean, that's what I do, leave, just that was different - it was... a this-ends-here. I'm glad it's been sorted out though. In case somebody needs personal attention over here, lemme know and Sam and I'll make a visitation. Bats, guns, just hulking 'round, whatever weapon of intimidation you need, we can help.

[sand-andwater.livejournal.com]

That's...sweet. I think. But no, I don't need anyone beat up or brutalized. I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

Does it ever get easier?

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Hey, I said intimidation, not violence! Y'know.

I... it's not my normal kind of thing. But I... it never went away. And then she showed up, guns blazing, but that's another story...

[sand-andwater.livejournal.com]

Physical or psychological, it amounts to the same thing, Dean. Sometimes the latter is even worse.

I'm sorry. We don't have to discuss this.

Where are you and Sam headed now?