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Oct. 13th, 2008 02:25 amI'll be going back to work soon.
Oct. 13th, 2008
5. TEN memories you wish you could forget
Oct. 13th, 2008 02:29 am[locked]
1. Edward telling me that he did not, in fact, love me.
2. My mother refusing to call me anything other than "disgraceful whore" and variants thereof.
3. The Signore asking me to stay in Venice and the look on his face when I said no.
4. That entire week in August.
5. The look on Ro's face every time I've burst into tears lately.
6. The way Aryn looked at me at lunch after seeing my hand.
7. Waking up in Alessandro's arms that morning.
8. That I had her.
9. His face.
10. The last phone call from Nana.
1. Edward telling me that he did not, in fact, love me.
2. My mother refusing to call me anything other than "disgraceful whore" and variants thereof.
3. The Signore asking me to stay in Venice and the look on his face when I said no.
4. That entire week in August.
5. The look on Ro's face every time I've burst into tears lately.
6. The way Aryn looked at me at lunch after seeing my hand.
7. Waking up in Alessandro's arms that morning.
8. That I had her.
9. His face.
10. The last phone call from Nana.
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Oct. 13th, 2008 12:46 pm
Signore Alessandro
I was sorting through some things and found his picture on my desk so I scanned it in before finding a picture frame for it. My dear Signore, he's taught me so much and given me so much more. I suppose it's no surprise that I've been thinking about Venice again. About making glass in his studio, with him. Even being yelled at by him--no one yells like Alessandro, he has it down to its own art form. I miss that about him. He always pushes and he never, ever lets me run. I miss that too.
