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sandandwater) wrote2009-01-20 06:26 pm
sandandwater) wrote2009-01-20 06:26 pm
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From Aryn
Write exactly what's on your mind, don't change it.
1. You and your ex = I miss him so much.
2. I am listening to = The Pogues.
3. Maybe I should = Try to move on.
4. I love = Ro.
5. My best friend(s) = are currently Marcello and Gina.
6. I don't understand = why things had to turn out this way, they used to be so good.
7. I have lost my respect for = myself.
8. I last ate = some time yesterday, I think.
9. The meaning of my display name is = they are the tools of my trade.
10. God = doesn't exist for me anymore.
11. Someday = maybe he'll forgive me.
12. I will always be = damaged, broken and unclean.
13. Love means = treading carefully before you lose it.
14. I never ever want to lose = my last safe place.
15. My LiveJournal is = rather unenlightening, I'd think.
17. I get annoyed = with myself.
18. Parties = are distractions.
20. Simple kisses = don't make me feel the way they should.
21. Today I = lost it completely.
22. I wish = he were here to hold me.
--
Now
01. Is your hair wet? No.
02. Is your cell phone right by you? Yes.
03. Do you miss someone? Yes.
04. Are you wearing chapstick? No.
05. Are you tired? Numb.
06. Are you wearing pajamas? Yes.
08. Are you mad? Just empty.
09. Are you upset? Alone.
----
Random
Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Yes.
Do you have any siblings?
No.
Do you want children?
A few months ago, for a few hours, I thought I might...did, very much.
Do you smile often?
No.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No.
Do you like your handwriting?
Yes.
Are your toenails painted?
They are.
Are you a friendly person?
I suppose.
What color shirt are you wearing?
I'm not. It's a nightgown. And Kelly green.
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
Sitting on the floor of my bedroom, crying.
I don't know why I keep doing these surveys. Maybe because I can post something without having to actually say anything. I didn't bother to filter this and for once I made an attempt at full disclosure, not that I'll elaborate on anything I said here. But it is what it is and I mean what I wrote.
1. You and your ex = I miss him so much.
2. I am listening to = The Pogues.
3. Maybe I should = Try to move on.
4. I love = Ro.
5. My best friend(s) = are currently Marcello and Gina.
6. I don't understand = why things had to turn out this way, they used to be so good.
7. I have lost my respect for = myself.
8. I last ate = some time yesterday, I think.
9. The meaning of my display name is = they are the tools of my trade.
10. God = doesn't exist for me anymore.
11. Someday = maybe he'll forgive me.
12. I will always be = damaged, broken and unclean.
13. Love means = treading carefully before you lose it.
14. I never ever want to lose = my last safe place.
15. My LiveJournal is = rather unenlightening, I'd think.
17. I get annoyed = with myself.
18. Parties = are distractions.
20. Simple kisses = don't make me feel the way they should.
21. Today I = lost it completely.
22. I wish = he were here to hold me.
--
Now
01. Is your hair wet? No.
02. Is your cell phone right by you? Yes.
03. Do you miss someone? Yes.
04. Are you wearing chapstick? No.
05. Are you tired? Numb.
06. Are you wearing pajamas? Yes.
08. Are you mad? Just empty.
09. Are you upset? Alone.
----
Random
Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Yes.
Do you have any siblings?
No.
Do you want children?
A few months ago, for a few hours, I thought I might...did, very much.
Do you smile often?
No.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No.
Do you like your handwriting?
Yes.
Are your toenails painted?
They are.
Are you a friendly person?
I suppose.
What color shirt are you wearing?
I'm not. It's a nightgown. And Kelly green.
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
Sitting on the floor of my bedroom, crying.
I don't know why I keep doing these surveys. Maybe because I can post something without having to actually say anything. I didn't bother to filter this and for once I made an attempt at full disclosure, not that I'll elaborate on anything I said here. But it is what it is and I mean what I wrote.