http://bookish-blonde.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] bookish-blonde.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] sandandwater 2008-09-30 01:27 am (UTC)

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I don't know if I ever will, but I've been living for them for the last 8 years, thinking if I proved myself, they'd see they were wrong about me, but... it made me miserable. It's just another way of letting them control me. And I'm never going there again if I can help it. So I don't know if I'll ever stop wanting it, but I know I have to try.

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